Diaper Pail FriendsIssue No. 42 ..............October 15, 1988
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Diaper Pail FriendsHIGHLIGHTS OF THIS ISSUE
* Auditions for First DPF Video Movie
* THICK Baby-Adult Size Disposable Diapers
* LOCAL DPF Groups
* Brand New Book of CASE HISTORIES
* 'TOP TEN' SuperMarket Stories
* Gerber Baby Pants for Baby-Adults
* Wearing Diapers In Public
* Custom-Made Cloth Diapers
* DPF Hypnotic Tape Success Stories
* DPF Featured In Nation-wide Magazine
Dear Fellow DPFers,
Once again I want to thank all the many DPFers who sent wonderful letters, stories, case histories and interesting material for this Newsletters and other DPF publications, and for giving me this opportunity to bring happiness into your lives. You are, indeed, a great group of fraternity brothers and sisters.
One of many wonderful letters we received came from Mickey, Mills, WY 82644. p-373. p-6 in the Photo Album. Mickey wrote: "I have been wanting to wear diapers for as long as I can remember and today I think I have figured out my fantasy. It is to be an 8 yr old boy who is forced to wear diapers all the time because I wet the bed. This is done by an understanding Mommy. I'm not put into baby clothes or treated like a baby at all, just made to wear diapers".
Although we each have somewhat different fantasies, Mickey's fantasy has an element which is important to many of us. It is a young boy (between age 4 to 14) being 'forced' to wear diapers, something that is not normally appropriate for that age. Our emotional and sexual satisfaction comes from the 'tension' created between a boy's normal urge to 'grow up' and the idea of being 'pushed back' into a behavior usually reserved for a baby.
This 'tension' is probably based on inner needs and conflicts which began when we were very young. It could be that, when we were just beginning to grow up, there were parts of our personality which, for many different reasons, did not seem fully 'acceptable' by our parents and society in general. These 'SOFT' personality traits might have included being: emotional, docile, submissive, dependent, playful and feeling. While these traits ARE acceptable in ALL babies (male and female), they are somewhat less acceptable in grown males than in grown females. By returning (or being forced to return) to a time when these traits were more acceptable, we may actually be striving become more 'WHOLE' individuals.
The great majority of today's psychiatrists and psychologists would probably agree that: (a) some (SOFT) traits are needed in a healthy and balanced (WHOLE) personality, and (b) acting out one's feelings and inner needs (without hurting others) is better than suppressing them. The following quote is from a paper presented at a recent meeting of the American Psychological Association.
"(1) There appears to be a great difference between men and women in 'how they are able to express emotions'. Yet, when the actual physical and psychological responses (such as heart rate) are measured, we find little differences between men and women. The answer seems to be in how the sexes tend to be taught by parents and society as a whole to repress the 'expression' of certain emotions from the time they are very little babies. Both sexes can get angry, yet women are more likely to be taught NOT to be 'open' with their anger. Both sexes can be sad, yet men are more likely to be taught NOT to be 'open' with their sadness. In one test, when men and women listened to a sexually erotic tape, 42% of the women said they were not sexually aroused, even as the readings of vaginal temperature showed that they were responding physiologically".
It seems likely when little boys are taught to repress 'soft' emotions (such as sadness, dependency and submissiveness) some may look for covert ways to express them in order to balance their feelings and to be 'who they really are'. Most DPFers don't want to become real babies (except in fantasy), but rather enjoy the benefits of adult life (career, good music, travel, a nightclub, skiing, whatever). Yet, DPFers respond to the need to bring 'BALANCE' into their lives by playing out SOFT personality traits in fantasy. I believe that Infantilism, in most of it's variations, is an indication of GOOD MENTAL HEALTH.
For a select few, it could be the most exciting 5 days of their life. They'll come to San Francisco and be our guest for 5 fun-packed and work-filled days making the video movie "Brian". When they're not working hard making the movie they'll enjoy good food, relax in our Hot Tub or visit local sights and special events.
The video-story of "Brian" calls for a teenage boy, his mother, father and a psychiatrist, and possibly some friends and relatives. Naturally we don't want to give the story away, but we can tell you a little bit. Brian is a normal boy in every way except for his 'problem' - he still wets the bed. What happens to Brian will probably keep every DPFer excited throughout the movie, and the surprise ending will be a real shocker. The part of Brian will be played by an adult who is small and looks very young. The movie will be in good taste and something we will all be proud of.
To join the cast of 'Brian' you DO NOT have to have experience as an actor. The script and our gentle coaching will help everyone feel natural in their role. The key ingredient will be the ability to relax and have fun. The rest will come naturally.
If you are interested in a role in this movie, please send some pictures of yourself, your telephone number and a short letter telling which role you would like and why you think you would be good for the part. We'll 'audition' you by phone (that will be fun too). It could be the beginning of the most exciting thing you've ever done.
Dear Tommy and Marky, I can't wait to get my mouth around one of your new 'baby' pacifiers with the BIG nipples. Maybe, with a proper-sized nipple, I can train myself to fall asleep while sucking a pacifier.
Incidentally, I had a DPFer (Glenn from Ft. Lauderdale) visiting for a few days last week. I agreed to take care of him and treat him appropriately for his age the whole time he was here. It was the first time he'd ever been with another baby-adult or been diapered and fed like a baby. I even transformed my roll-a-way bed into a sort-of crib using a pair of wooden side-rails I found at Toys'R'Us. Glenn loved sleeping in the crib so much I had a hard time getting him out in the morning for breakfast and a diaper change. So I just enjoyed sitting there looking at him through the crib bars. He looked so cute lying there in a babyish position, sucking his pacifier and hugging his stuffed rabbit. It was FUN being on the other side of the crib bars for a change. Your diapered friend, Bobby, Brooklyn, NY 11201. p-351. P-9 in the Photo Album.
(Dear fellow DPFers, What makes Bobby's letter so wonderful is the way it describes the fun and pleasure of being a 'Giver' instead of a 'Receiver'. You see, Bobby is basically 'submissive'. His Roster listing says he wants to be 'kept in full-time diapers and 'made' to use them for all eliminations, FORCED to wear baby clothes, drink from a bottle, eat baby food and kept in a LOCKED crib, or be RESTRAINED in a playpen or highchair. Stories he has written for the SuperMarket are almost always about a teenager being FORCED to be a baby. (T-17 is a good example).
Isn't it amazing and wonderful, then, to see how Bobby was able to switch roles and become the 'GIVER' and the 'CARE-TAKER' of another baby? Isn't is fantastic to sense his extraordinary pleasure in turning another fellow DPFer into a baby and watching him through the bars of his crib? As Bobby's experience is repeated by more and more of us, our baby-world becomes a lot more fun. Thank you, Bobby, for being such a wonderful 'GIVER'.)
Dear Baby Tommy, Thanks for the speedy service on my order for stories and pacifiers. The pacifiers are wonderful. The nipple is a perfect fit and it does look exactly like a baby pacifier on the outside. Another stoke of genius on your part. When does it end? I hope it never does.
About the pacifier, I have fallen asleep with it firmly in my mouth and when I wake up it's still there. The baby sized ones never worked that good. I'm pleased all the way around. I'm enclosing the 'Story Rating' sheet; the new stories are some of your best, so much so I'd like to order more. Take care and keep well diapered. Your 'sticky-pants' baby. Larry , Issaquah, WA 98027. p-361. (Dear Larry, we're glad you like the new pacifier. It looks like a baby pacifier on the outside - because it is a real baby pacifier. Thanks for the Story Rating sheet; we appreciate your help in evaluating our stories. Love, Tommy).
We're happy to announce that the new Baby Pacifiers are proving very popular. As a result, we may be temporarily out of certain nipples and colors. To tell the truth, we were surprised by the popularity of the pink pacifiers, but apparently there are a lot of baby girls out there. We have contacted the manufacturer and expect that any delay in filling orders will be a short one. If you want one or more of these great pacifiers we suggest that you get your orders in right away.
Dear Tommy, I would like to become a volunteer to see if I can get someone to join DPF. I also would like to thank you for everything that you are doing for us big babies and for the products you have made available. I'm attending college I'm on a budget but hope to order some soon.
Since I joined DPF I have worn my diapers almost every night and now even wet them in my sleep. I accomplished this by drinking about 32oz. of liquid before bed time. I don't think I could have accomplished this without DPF. Last night I didn't wear a diaper to bed and I wet the bed. It was the first time that has happened in many years, and I hope it is the last. I want to wet my diapers in my sleep but not my bed. I'm in the Army reserves and it could prove embarrassing and I'd have to quit the reserves, and I don't want to do that.
Thanks to DPF I have met many other people and have even spent a weekend with one of them. I've even been diapered by a guy who is not in DPF, but I met him here at school. I noticed one night that he was wearing a diaper. Two weeks later I told him I like to wear diapers, and he said, "So do I!" I hope he joins DPF soon. Your Diapered Friend, Micky, Mills, WY 82644.
(Dear Micky, We would like to suggest that you try Hypnotic Tape Level 8 (Bedwetting) which will help enforce your bedwetting so it will become permanent. In addition, you can customize it to encouraged you to wet in your sleep ONLY when wearing diapers which would solve your problem with the Army. We're told the reserves don't like wet little babies playing with their big guns. In the meantime, we've sent your 'volunteer' letter out to people living near you in Wyoming. Believe it or not, one person lives right there in Mills. Wouldn't it be great if you made a new friend. Good luck, Tommy.)
(Note: One week after sending out Micky's volunteer letters, we received a letter from the 'other' person living in Mills, Wyoming. It said, "Dear DPF, Thank you for sending me the name of a local Volunteer. I received your letter in today's mail and will get in touch with the person. Please send me your 28 page brochure. I am interested in joining DPF but would like more information".
Dear Tommy, I'm glad to say that I'm looking forward to another year of full membership. As time goes on I'm getting more comfortable with the idea that I enjoy diapers and plastic pants. This past month I was able to disclose my diaper fetish to two intimate friends. They both took it pretty well. While they thought is was sort of 'off the wall', it added a new dimension to me which made me seem more human. Yours in wet diapers and plastic pants, Baby Paul. Paul Hargrove, PO Box 1944, Bloomington, IN 47402, . p.-1292. Mail-Box # 1239. Tel:. PHOTO-p3.Email: hargrove@indiana.edu
Dear Tommy, Your recent success with Nikki and Babykins products makes me wish that DPF could contract with a shoe company to make adult-sized white, leather, high baby shoes. All I would need is the name and telephone numbers of shoemakers and I will contact them personally.
I am now entering my 14th year of bedwetting and my lady friend tells me that she sees no end to my chronic problem. She likes to remind me what a big sissy I am and how I need to be disciplined for my babyish habits. She believes in strict diaper discipline and severe spankings with a heavy leather belt or paddle. It's always she who decides when I need either of these treatments. I have absolutely no say in the matter. She hands out humiliation, punishment and discipline according to her whim and fancy and I must submit without question. One weekend I received five (5) severe spankings. (OUCH!!) Sincerely, Donald Erbring, PO Box 363, Audubon, NJ 08106. p-this issue.
(Dear Donald, It is highly unlikely that a 'shoe company' would be interested in making adult-sized, high-top baby shoes due to the limited demand. However, in most large metropolitan areas there are 'custom' shoemakers who might be interested in making this type of shoe for a price. We suggest that you consult the yellow pages of the largest city near you. If you find a custom shoe maker who will make the shoe of your dreams, let us know and we will pass the information on to other baby-shoe lovers. Thanks, Tommy.)
If our theories on the reasons why some people become Infantilists are correct, then we should expect a huge increase of baby-adults in the future. During the last 10 years there has been a growing trend among parents to try to turn their babies into 'super-babies'. Their efforts to accelerate reading skills at the pre-school level is aimed at making their children 'super-intelligent' so they will become 'super-achievers' later in life'.
We believe that much of this will backfire (an idea which is supported by many educators and psychologists) for two reasons: (1) a baby's learning ability is based primarily on inborn mental and motor skills that develop at different rates for each baby, and very little can be done to change it. In addition, (2) learning for a young child is usually a 'fun' experience if kept in pace with the child's abilities; that is, when the parent or teacher simply supplies the learning environment plus a little guidance and a lot of encouragement.
We think that much of what is being done to try to produce 'superbabies' puts far too much structure and pressure on babies at much too early an age. Pushing a baby to 'grow up' before he is ready is likely to produce inner stress and unhappiness. While the baby is too young to understand the source for this 'stress', it is none-the-less there. As the baby grows into a pre-schooler and then a grade-schooler he or she may begin to find relief from this stress by going backward instead of forward. For some, going back to diapers will begin to give them the emotional (and later sexual) release from the pressures that have been put on them. They will do it even though they 'know' it is wrong. They will do it even though they 'think' they are the only one who feels that way. Then, one day they will find DPF, and ----------- (well, you all know the rest of the story).
Dear Tommy, I am very happy with the Babykins Diapers. I like them better than I anticipated, and will put them to good use. They are a nice alternative to my regular diapers, and I will order some more later. Yours truly, L. K. Patterson, 31 Queensberry St. #4, Boston, MA 02215. p.-1354. Mail-Box # 1603. Email: LKPatte104@aol.com
Dear Tommy, I didn't receive the Babykins Pants. Are they out of stock or back-ordered? I did receive the DPF BABY DIAPER and I think it is the neatest pre-fold I've ever pinned on! Thanks for bringing us the most authentic diapers available. Thanks, Danny, Odessa, TX 79768. p-403. .(Dear Danny, your order has been shipped and by now I'm sure you are enjoying the Babykins Pants. We're happy to report that delays in shipping Babykins products have been eliminated)
Dear Tommy, While the quality of the material in the Babykins Pants is the best I've ever seen, I found the dimensions of the Extra-Large pants poor in crotch width and the length from leg opening to waist on the side. I hope to see a flash in future months to announce really super fitting plastic pants from Babykins. Thank you and God bless, (didn't want his name printed).
(Upon receipt of the above letter we called BABYKINS and halted production to they could make some suggested changes to the pants. We thank this DPFer for his important input and appreciate this kind of help in providing the best possible products for our members.
We've learned a lot from the responses to our recent 'DPF Questionnaire' and plan to periodically pass this information on to you in the Newsletters. What we learned also helps us provide you with those things that make your life happy. Here's what we learned about Disposable Diapers.
74% of DPFers use disposable diapers, another 15% not very often and 11% never. Most popular brands worn by DPFers are: Attends (68%), Depends (31%) and Curity (23%). Other brands mentioned less often were Ambeze, Sunmark and a whole bunch of lesser known brands. The favorite brands were: Attends (34%), Curity (16%) and Depends (6%). The apparent discrepancy between brands 'used' and brands 'favored' may be the result of a considerable amount of DISSATISFACTION with adult sized disposables in general.
Fully 63% of respondents said they were dissatisfied with adult sized disposables. BY FAR the biggest complaint was lack of THICKNESS and ABSORBENCY. Most DPFers say they want their baby-adult disposable diapers to be thicker - much thicker. Well, we think we've found the thickest disposable baby-adult diaper on the market today, close to what you've all been looking for, and at a reasonable cost too. This new Disposable is at least TWICE as thick as Attends in the padding all around the hips and waist and has a super-padded soaker section which is about FOUR (yes I said FOUR) times thicker than the Attends. This super-thick section extends all the way from the waist in back, through the crotch and up to the waist in front. I mean it's THICK!!
Now you don't have to be jealous of babies and toddlers dressed in their thick disposable diapers. YOU too can feel just like a real toddler with a thick Disposable Diaper under your pants. It will be almost impossible to hide that fact that you're wearing a baby-thick disposable diaper (especially if you let a little bit of the plastic show above the waist of your trousers or shorts).
Imagine this happening to you in a supermarket while doing some shopping. You notice a two-and-a-half year old toddler looking right at you. Uh-oh! It's too late. There's no place to hide. The little fellow tugs at his mommy's hand, points at YOU and says in the typically LOUD voice of a two year old -----.
"Mommy, why is dat man wearing diapurrrs, mommy, why? Why, mommy? Look, mommy. He's wearing diapurrrs!!".
She sure is giving you a funny look? (Does she want to change you?)
You can buy these diapers direct from the factory for about $50 per case of 90, including shipping charges. That comes to about 56 cents per diaper which is considerably less than adult disposables bought in retail stores. The toll-free phone number is ********** Ask for 'At Ease' diapers. They accept credit cards, or you can send a check.
By the way, we would also like to remind you of a simply fantastic way to 'stuff' Disposable Diapers (55% of DPFers do). We suggest you try using one or two of the ULTRA-THIN, large or toddler size baby diapers, the ones filled with the absorbent gel, to add 'super' absorbency to your already thick diaper. Simply cut away the elastic leg gathers, stretch the baby diaper out flat and cut or punch holes in the waterproof outer cover. Then lay it inside your thick disposable, and ENJOY!!
We read recently that Americans are going in droves to see a current movie hit called "Nightmare On Elm Street 4". This movie grossed an amazing $13 million in only five days during the week we wrote this article.
In this movie a demented hero, who was once just an ordinary child killer, has now advanced to a full-fledged, extraordinary, disgusting, malevolent 'super' killer. In one scene in the movie he takes a teenage boy who is simply daydreaming on his waterbed, tantalizes him with a vision of a naked girl swimming around in the water in the bed, and then drowns him in in his bed saying, "How's that for a wet dream?". In another scene he traps a lithe young women while she is sweatily pumping iron, transforms her into a cockroach, entraps her in a Roach Motel and then crushes her to death. This movie seems to be hitting a responsive chord in the psyche of the typical (healthy??) American. And they might think wearing diapers is sick?
In the last Newsletter, Ron Smith from Elmwood MA, p-350, reported on the availability of the movie 'The Baby'. Since then Ron writes that when he checked the company he found they were no longer in business. We would like to suggest that before anyone reports information of this kind that they check it out very carefully, as we do not have the time to check everything and have to rely on accurate information sent to us by the members.
We have received many letters describing success with the DPF Hypnotic tapes. It makes us so happy to tell you about some of them. For example, we got a letter from Josie & Tommy Teague, 581 So. Massachusetts Ave., Deland, FL 32724. p.-1289. Mail-Box # 1208. Tel:904/738-9076 Anytime. PHOTO-p.17. (Her Baby Husband is in the current Photo Album, p-16) She says simply, 'Let me say thanks for your tape. I ordered the Complete Baby Tape (Level 1) and "IT WORKS LIKE WONDERFUL"'.
We also get questions from people who are thinking about trying the tapes. One of the most frequently asked questions is, "Can the Hypnotic Tapes be customized to any age, such as ages 6-14, because my fantasy is to be a little boy or teenager in diapers, not a baby".
If your fantasy is to be a young boy or teenager, we recommend either Hypnotic Level 8 (Bedwetting), Level 7 (Uncontrolled 24 Hour Wetting) or Level 6 (Complete Incontinence). None of these tapes mention being a baby and all can be easily customized to regress you to whatever age you wish. It is easy to customize any DPF Hypnotic tape. You do not change the tape itself, but simply 'verbally' add your own suggestions while in your hypnotic trance. The Instruction Sheet that we send with the tapes tells you how.
But, watch out! You might awaken from your trance to find that you've turned into a 12 year old 7th Grader who is unable to keep from wetting his pants in school. How embarrassing! How delightful!!
Dear Tommy and Marky, Last month when I renewed my membership I ordered the Level 9 Hypnotic and Subliminal Tape ('FREEDOM') and a pair of Lang Plastic pants and a pair of BABYKINS Baby Pants. As soon as I received it, I started listening to both (Hypnotic and Subliminal) Level 9 (Freedom) tapes every morning before I got up and again at night when I got into bed. I programmed myself (customized the tape) to wear and use thick night diapers and plastic pants ALL THE TIME, whether at home or out in public. I am very, very happy to report to you guys that I am now walking around Chelsea and downtown Boston in ONLY my diapers and plastic pants and tennies. I don't feel embarrassed or paranoid, but feel comfortable and very content. Thanks-a-million, Diaper Slave, Chelsea, MA 02150. p-393.
Dear Baby Eric, we're glad to hear about your success with the tapes. It is a good examples of how powerful these tapes can be. While the 'FREEDOM' tape is programmed primarily "to give you freedom to give yourself whatever sensations and experiences you want and need to make you happy", we were pleased to learn how easily you were able to customize it so 'you would love to walk around in diapers in public'.
However, Eric, we STRONGLY suggest that you use the tape to re-program yourself immediately to wear your diapers and plastic pants UNDER pants or shorts. Wearing only diapers in public is definitely asking for trouble. Even little babies are usually dressed in pants when they are out in their diapers. You may be in violation of laws and could bring harm to yourself. It's fine to have fun, but please don't hurt yourself. (Note: We also sent a personal letter to Baby Eric shortly after receiving his letter). Tommy.
Prepare yourself! You are about to read one of the most extraordinary letters we have ever received. In one single step, this letter changes forever our ideas on what DPFers can or can not do in public. For many of you it will open wide the doors to your secret wishes and allow some of your wildest fantasies to come true. The letter is from Baby Eric. We received it within a week after warning him about wearing ONLY diapers in public. Here it is!!!!:
"Dear Tommy & Marky, Thanks for the letter dated August 16, 1988 about my new tapes. - But I don't understand why you're concerned about my going out in public, since the tapes talk about being out in public. I have contacted the Police Department here (Chelsea) and in Boston about wearing ONLY diapers and plastic pants in public. Their response was that they felt it would be OK since I wouldn't be exposing myself and that it WOULD NOT be considered indecent exposure.
I have also walked up to FOUR different patrolmen when on duty and pulled down by gym shorts to show them my sissy state. I asked them if I was breaking any laws, saying that I needed to know because my Daddy makes me, or takes me out in diapers and plastic pants to discipline me for wetting my bed and pants. They have ALL agreed that my Dad is doing the right thing, and two of them said that they would do the same thing to me.
Thanks for your concern, but no need to worry. Thanks a million, guys.
(Well, DPFers, that's it. All we can suggest is that you continue to use caution, just as Baby Eric did. Local laws and local attitudes differ from one community to another. But after a thorough examination of the situation, getting up the nerve, and checking with you local police departments, we would not be surprised to hear that some of you reading this Newsletter will be going out in public, in cities, on beaches, in playgrounds, etc, wearing ONLY your cute baby diapers. And, dear Baby Eric, for your extraordinary letter, please accept our nomination for the best letter of this Newsletter (and one of the most exciting of all time). You have won yourself a copy of the movie "The Baby" on video tape. Thanks again from all of us).
To those who have purchased DPF Hypnotic tapes and have not been
as successful as others have, we have this message of encouragement.
Response to hypnosis varies greatly from person to person. Some
people respond fast, others take a long time. But this we know.
The DPF Hypnotic Tapes will be successful with almost everyone
if they give them enough time. Remember, you are trying to attain
some of the most important goals in your life. DO NOT GIVE UP.
You may be one of those for whom repetition for a long time is
necessary. It may get boring after awhile, but the results will
be worth it. The next article is a good example of patience paying
off. We wish you all the same.
Dear Tommy, Soon after joining DPF I wanted to NEED to wear and wet diapers day and night. I was determined. I read about hypnotic tapes but was afraid to try them because I didn't want to lose control at times when I couldn't wear diapers. When I read about the DPF tapes that could be customized I said, "Wow, finally I found the answer".
When I started, I customized the tape with the following message: "When you wear your diapers you will have no bladder control. When you wet your diapers you will want to wear you diapers more and more and you will want to wet them more and more". It took about 6 or 7 months before I got what I call a dribble. It felt great. Every time I put my diapers on I began to drip, drip, drip. Soon, when my bladder was full I would wet and I couldn't stop the flow, and I wanted to wear diapers under my suits at work. I had to go to my clothing store and buy 3 new suits that would accommodate my diapers. I even had to find new diapers that would hold the wetness that my bladder had begun to generate.
Soon I changed the custom message to be, "You MUST wear your diapers and plastic pants every day. If you do not wear your diapers you will feel uneasy. When you wear your diapers you will feel calm, cool and relaxed. You will like yourself and who you are". Later I added the following custom suggestion, "While you sleep you will suck your thumb and dream baby dreams". The results have been staggering. I find that I HATE wearing anything else but diapers. If I wear anything else I feel STRANGE. I also have a large red bump on my left thumb, so I must really be sucking my thumb at night, and find that I need to suck my thumb during the day. I feel so good about everything. I also want to let others know that hypnosis is powerful and if you want it to work it will, but it takes work. Thanks for everything. Nathan, Orange Village, OH 44122. p-354.
Dear Tommy, Thanks so much for sending those outstanding DPF Pre-Fold Baby Diapers and the Rubber Duckies. They feel great, look great and do a terrific job in protecting me for my bedwetting. Just know the Babykins Panties will be equally good. R. Swann, PO Box 7861, Philadelphia, PA 19101. p.-1309. Mail-Box # 1631.
Dear Tommy, We purchased a new baby bed - the 'Alphabed' crib made by Cosco. It is very bright and colorful with large alphabet characters in the upper corners. It's sturdy enough to hold a big baby without a problem and since the end panels are soft that eliminates the need for bumper pads - thus, more room. We found ours at Toys'R'Us at $69. We had seen the same crib in other baby shops at over $200. Cosco also makes a matching changing table with tons of storage space underneath.
We also found the Fischer Price Camcorder on sale at a very cheap price. It's a real turn-on to watch my Mommy change my diaper, bathe me, and toilet me. This camcorder is the least expensive and easiest to operate unit on the market today.
I also watched the final night of the Republican Convention from my baby bed. Bob Dole was introducing Quayle as Kathy was diapering me, slipping on a pair of plastic pants and dressing me in a sleep shirt. As Senator Quayle spoke I wet my pants. Later, waiting for George Bush, Kathy lifted me out of my crib and changed my diaper. The excitement of the convention must have taken my mind off my pants because Kathy pointed out that my wee-wee was really little - it usually pokes up like a big boy's. Later, while George Bush spoke, I felt a warm stickiness spread across the bottom of my pants. While Dan Rather summed up his speech, Kathy changed my dirty diaper and got me ready for bedtime. Sincerely, Jim, Irving, TX 75016. p-372.
Dear Tommy, I am happy to announce the formation of a local DPF group called RIDE (Rhode Island Diaper Enthusiasts). It's purpose is to give DPF members from the Southern New England area a chance to get together and share experiences as well as develop a greater sense of fraternity among local members. People interested in joining should contact me. I have sent flyers out to members in the area, and if enough people are interested we may be able to put something together for the month of December. Please also put me down as a 'Host' for the Nationwide DPF Party on April 22, 1989. Best wishes, Joey, Johnston, RI 02919. p-380.
Dear Joey, thanks for informing us about your plans for RIDE; we hope is it a grand success. We would also like to suggest that if you send us $3 we will send our 'Volunteer' letter to about 9 people who live in your area who have contacted DPF but never joined. It would be a great way to meet them, to introduce them to our fraternity, and to make some new members for RIDE. Good Luck! Tommy.
(DPF strongly supports the formation of local groups of diaper lovers. It's a great way to arrange parties and to make many new friends. We will help in any way it can.
We are very happy to announce the publication of our SECOND VOLUME of 'Case Histories'. This new book contains an even greater variety of interesting but true experiences of DPFers, mostly during their childhood, but some in their adult years. Many Case Histories refer to the writer's Roster page number, something unique in a publication of this type. This is a BIG book containing 75 pages of single spaced case histories, some with illustrations.
Here is a summary of the contents of this book, (each number represents a different case history):
(1) From age 4 this boy loved diapers and plastic pants. As a teenager he tried the gay world and then began cross-dressing, but soon realized he loved women as long as they accepted his baby and feminine attire. (2) This little boy's first experience of (dry) masturbation came while climbing a pole in his back yard wearing a messy diaper. Messy diapers still turn him on today. (3) At 13 this boy began to love diapers. Soon afterwards he and a friend hypnotized a neighborhood girl to be a baby, and when she wet her pants it excited him so much he came in his pants. (4) When he was 4 or 5 some older grade school girls played wet panties and diaper games with this big toddler. Later on in school he was teased when other kids discovered he 'had' to wear diapers.
(5) This married guy was absolutely in heaven when his 13 year old cousin, Billy, came to live with him and he and his wife discovered that the boy was a bedwetter. (6) Rich's experience with his 'Mistress' was totally humiliating, especially when she brought her friends over to see how she could turn him into a baby girl. (7) When this girl's step-father screwed her at age nine she wet her panties. Today she still loves it when either she or her partner (man or woman) pees while screwing or when going down on each other. (8) From the time he was a toddler he loved seeing diapers and baby panties on babies and little children. Today he's happily married to a woman who accepts his love of diapers. (9) As a boy he wet the bed and was diapered until age 10. A year later he moved to a new city and started to wet the bed and have daytime accidents too. He had to wear diapers even in High School, and a nice girl and a mean woman made life both interesting and horrible for him.
(10) This boy had day and night accidents into the 2nd grade. When, at age 12, an illness made matter worse, a high school girl became his babysitter and soon began to 'love' to change his diaper. (11) From the time he was little, this DPFer loved his diapers and white BABY SHOES. Today he lives with his 'mommy' lady friend who forces him into diapers if he tries to resist. (12) From age 5 into his school years little Frankie had wetting problems. All the girls in his family kept putting him into diapers at various times, sometimes even while he slept. (13) When he was a boy his need for attention was satisfied by having accidents on purpose, being put into diapers, given enemas and spanked, even up to age 12. (14) Ten years ago this women turned her husband into a real baby. Today she still keeps him and treats him as a sissified, wet and messy baby.
(15) When he was 11 he went to a camp where all the boys had 'problems'. The camp nurse had a hard time keeping up with all the wet diapers she had to change. (14) Kept in diapers until age 15 for bedwetting, this boy met a girl who also wore diapers and they had lots of fun putting diapers and plastic pants on each other. (15) Seeing a little boy with wet pants turned this older boy on to peeing his pants, something which he still loves to do today. (16) This fellow has always loved being 'under the control' of another person, male or female. He's been 'trained' as a baby and had a catheter used to force him to wet. (17) Early in her marriage, she decided to turn her husband into a baby girl and to use catheters to make 'her' completely dependent on diapers. (18) A sad life as a little boy in orphanages resulted in total incontinence and being sexually molested. Today he finds relief by acting like the real little boy he needs to be. (19) While in the hospital a lady decided to treat this guy like a baby. It was fun while it lasts. (20) He spent time in prison and, being a bedwetter, other inmates humiliated him and used him as a sex-slave for being such a 'punk' baby. (21) When he was just a little boy, a friend's older brother made him put on pink plastic baby pants. Since then, wearing pink plastic pants has resulted in many things, including being raped by a guy and divorced by his wife. (22) This guy's been happily married for 20 years. While he loves his wife, an episode with an older boy at age 11 has created a desire for 'forbidden' gay sex and for 'dumping' in his pants and diapers.
There are a few more interesting Case Histories, but we'll let them be a total surprise for you. This is also a good opportunity to remind you that you can add your interesting and exciting true story to future volumes. Your Case History can be handwritten, and you don't have to be a great writer. We'll edit and type anything that you send (some of our very best Case Histories and SuperMarket Stories have been sent to us in rather rough form). You fellow DPFers would love to hear from you.
Since we are publishing our new book of 'Case Histories', we have decided not to publish ten NEW stories, which will be resumed with the next issue. We are making available instead, at a special price, the TEN VERY BEST stories from our current list of 200 DPF SUPERMARKET stories. How do we know these are the ten best? YOU told us they were!
For quite a while we have been enclosing a 'Rating Sheet' with every order of SuperMarket stories (Excellent, Good, Fair, Poor). While we realize that one story may be 'excellent' for one person and 'poor' for another, we are beginning to see definite patterns in your responses which indicate which stories YOU really like best. Your 'TOP TEN' favorites are listed in this issue's Mini-Order Form at the end of the Newsletter.
By far the best liked story in the SuperMarket is the fully illustrated 'My Brother Ritchie' (M-12). Not only is it rated 'Excellent', but has received comments like 'great', 'well done', 'best I've ever read'. Don't miss this classic.
We would like to encourage all of you to return the SuperMarket Rating Sheets (and get your 10% discount too). This is YOUR fraternity, and the Rating system is primarily for YOUR benefit, not ours. In addition to telling us which stories you like best, it also tells us which ones you don't like. Stories consistently rated 'poor' will eventually be removed from the SuperMarket, but we need a lot more ratings before we do that. So, please return your Story SuperMarket Rating Sheets. It's for your benefit.
Here is a list of the current TOP TEN SuperMarket Stories. They can be ordered on the Mini-Order form at the end of this Newsletter. You receive a special discount if you order them all.
A-7 Boy is treated like a baby by his mom,
his girlfriend and other women
B-2 Step-daddy turns his 9 - 16 year old son into a sissy-baby.
B-8 Two pants-wetting Boy Scouts meet at camp-are discovered by
older boy
B-9 13 yr old Brian gets off on his 8 yr old brother's bedwetting
problem
D-8 Teenager is humiliated and treated like a baby for wetting
the bed
F-4 True story - Adult 'Little Boy' messes his diapers in Disneyland.
F-5 Hunky guy gets off on wearing diapers and having sex with
his friend
I-4 Teenage diaper lover confides in a friend who forces him to
be a baby
M12 Older brother is completely regressed to a baby by younger
brother
P-5 Tedi's true story of being treated like a baby at age eight
Nothing, no nothing, could be more authentic (and more exciting) than putting on a pair of 'adult-sized' Plastic Baby Pants made by GERBER, one of the biggest names in baby food and baby products. What is truly remarkable and exciting is that they're made EXACTLY THE SAME as Gerber's little baby pants. They even have the same little logo with the cute picture of the Gerber Baby on the size tag. The crotch is WIDE (a recent improvement which now makes the Gerber pants truly authentic and worthy of being carried in the DPF Product line).
!! WARNING !!
Pulling on Gerber Baby Pants has been known to produce strange results. You may begin to giggle! You may begin to wet your diaper even before the pants are firmly in place. Your pee-pee may become so hard it will 'relieve' itself into your diaper before you can cry 'Mommy' or 'Daddy'. You may be struck with an urge to stand in front of a mirror and pull at your pants. You may run into the kitchen, grab a baby bottle and lie on the floor with the nipple in your mouth while you kick your legs in the air.
However, if you are willing to take the risk of acting in the manner described in the previous paragraph, then we suggest that you order a bunch of Gerber Plastic Baby Pants immediately. They're great plastic pants for whatever fun and games you enjoy.
Remember when you first heard about DPF or received your first DPF information packet? Were you skeptical? Wouldn't you have liked to contact a DPF member to find out if it was 'for real'? Well, now you can help other people overcome the hesitation in joining DPF by becoming a DPF VOLUNTEER. We've greatly expanded the Volunteer Program and now it's FREE. (Contrary to what it says in earlier pages of this Newsletter).
When you become a DPF 'VOLUNTEER' we'll send your DPF name and address to at least three (3) people who have written to DPF but who have hesitated to joined our fraternity. They live near your town or in your town, maybe on your street, or maybe (in some cases) next door to you. Response to our Volunteer letter has been excellent. When these people write you, you have a chance to make new friends and to tell them about the benefits of joining DPF. Just send us a brief note and say you want to be a volunteer, and we'll do the rest. (NOTE: this is still available - it is now called "Ambassador" rather than Volunteer).
Dear Tommy, Please send me a blue baby pacifier with an adult size nipple for my husband. We've really enjoyed getting into the baby act. Our sex life has never been better. Patsy Bertrand for Dennis, LA 70777. p-356. (Dear Patsy, your letter was short, BUT so happy-making! I'm so glad for both of you. Tommy).
Dear Tommy, Thanks for sending me a copy of my story: "Teenager In A Baby Stroller" (SuperMarket Story T-19, $.75). Please mention, however, that it is a true story. You did not put a 'Z' with the other code letters. You did a wonderful job of re-writing it, more uniform than I had it. Larry Swetnam has already written me and asked if it was my story. A baby and a DPFer Forever, Baby Ed, Shamokin Dam, PA 17876. p-328.
(Ed's story is great! We've corrected our error and marked the story as 'true'. The next paragraph will shed some light why on we assumed the story was a fantasy. We've re-listed it in this issue's Mini-Order form because as a true story it will make lots of you quiver inside. Tommy).
"Teenager In A Baby Stroller" is (we know now) the TRUE story of Ed at age 13. At that age he was still kept in diapers for wetting his bed and sometimes his pants too. This was probably the most embarrassing moment in his life when, as a punishment, he was taken out to the park in a Baby Stroller. As the last straw his mother even took him into a 'Baby Changing Station' and changed his diaper in front of all the other babies and mothers. How humiliating! (How very exciting to read).
Dear Tommy, I have about two dozen pairs of rhumba panties to give away. They have four rows of white lace on the seat and look and feel just like the ruffled panties that babies wear. Unfortunately these are in lady's sizes 4 and 5 and are too small for me. They are brand new and have never been used. I will give them to any member who wants them. Just write me a letter with your name and address and I will send some to you. Sincerely yours in diapers, John, Dyer, IN 46311. p-342.
Dear Tommy, I've been a member for three years now and want to compliment you on the terrific job you've done with DPF and your devotion to our scene. My devotion has gone on for most of my 33 years. I remember when it was commonplace to see rows of snow-white diapers flapping in the breeze alongside cute plastic panties. Many an evening I recall tiptoeing into a neighbor's back yard to swipe a diaper or two and bury my face in the fresh white didies.
My devotion to babyhood dissipated somewhat in high school when my sexual urges were channeled towards the opposite sex. In college, however, my cravings came back and I experienced the thrill of humiliation at the hands of several attractive Mistresses, cleaning their houses while dressed like a 2 year old in six thick Curities, a pair of tight fitting plastic panties covered by a lacy diaper cover, bra, garter belt, white tights, wig, bonnet and frilly dress. One of my Mistresses got me into TV and, as a result, I'm would like to meet an effeminant male-baby girl to try my hand at domination as a TV. Very Truly Yours, Rebecca, Coopersburg, PA 18036. p-this issue.
We've been working with the company which made our DPF Training Pants, helping them get back into business after they ran into financial problems a few months ago. The good news is that they're back in production for a limited number of customers again - and we're one of them. We know this is good news for the many folks who wrote to us telling how much they liked these authentic, thick and absorbent panties.
DPF Training Pants can really helping to train you - to keep your pants wet. They are also beneficial to wear if you are not sure how old you are. In no time at all they will have 'trained' to keep your pants wet at all times, and to realize what a baby you are. Then you can put yourself back (or be put back) into diapers where you belong. But you should always keep your Training Pants handy to use whenever you need to be re-trained to lose control or need to be regressed back into a little baby again.
How would you like to see a feature article about DPF in a nation-wide magazine? Would you like to see a full-color photograph of Baby Tommy in his crib having his diaper changed by Mommy Becky? (Reb, San Jose, CA 95161. p-377. p-11 in Photo Album). Wouldn't that be exciting?
Well, an article called "3rd Degree" in the February 1989 issue of 'CHIC' magazine will tell the whole DPF story. It describes how and why DPF got started, how Tommy got turned on to Infantilism and why DPF is one of the fastest growing 'clubs' around today.
Best of all, this article will carry DPF's address, so it is certain to attract lots of new members to our growing fraternity. It's the first of a series of articles and advertisements to be published in national magazines, aimed primarily at finding new playmates, babies, mommies and daddies for all of us. In the coming months, this 'campaign' will be expanded to include non-sexual publications in an effort to find those 'hidden' babies and diaper lovers (and especially baby girls and mommies), and to give legitimacy to Infantilism.
The February issue of CHIC Magazine will go on sale on December 29th, and will be sold all over the country in liquor stores, larger newsstands, in many 7-11's, Circle-K's and similar type stores. Generally speaking, you are most likely to find 'CHIC' magazine in any store that carries Hustler, Penthouse and Playboy magazines. Look for it!
When new members join DPF they are asked to pledge not disclose the names and addresses of any members to persons who are not member, and that they will not use the membership list for any commercial purpose without the written consent of DPF. That's for your protection.
We, in turn, pledge that we will never sell or give away the name or address of any member of DPF to anybody for any purpose whatsoever. The only exception to this is if you volunteer for the Volunteer Program. We also state that in the nine years since DPF was formed, we never have given member's names to anybody. That's also for your protection.
It's a little disappointing that, to date, so few members have announced their intention to be 'Hosts' for the Nationwide DPF Party to be held on April 22, 1989. True, it's still a long way off, but time has a way of catching up with us. This is everybody's chance to have a kind of 'Baby Week' in every major city in the country. It's a chance to meet many of your fellow members and to have a lot of fun.
So, please, let's here from more members who want to volunteer to be a 'Host' for the Nationwide Party. We'll expand our discussion of the Nationwide Party in the next issue. Here is the current list of 'Hosts'.
PAGE NAME ADDRESS CITY ZIP
380 Joseph, Johnston, RI 02919
Wes Prange, PO Box 21135,
Reno, NV 89515. p.-1297. Mail-Box # 2310. PHOTO-p.29.
Tommy, c/o DPF, PMB 127, 38 Miller Avenue, Mill Valley, CA 94941
We've been able to 'whip up' a super sale on the DPF Paddles by reducing the price by 33% until November 30th. Many big babies or grown-up little boys or girls need to be spanked when they misbehave. Sometimes Mommy's or Daddy's or big brother's hand isn't firm enough to make the spanking count.
The "DPF PADDLE" is made of selected, hand-finished, half inch thick Birch Plywood which is smoothly rounded and comes with a clear finish that shows the beautiful grain. The short, comfortable, perfectly balanced handle is reinforced with hard, natural finish Oak. The size and shape of the DPF Paddle provides lots of control and gives the 'spanker' a lot of feedback, which is important when spanking a 'baby'.
The 'loving touch' side of the paddle is covered with a sensuous, thick neoprene-like material which is smooth and slightly yielding. The effect is to dispense the warmth and delightful stings of the spanks throughout the area, while allowing the spanker to know what effect the swats are having.
This beautiful and effective paddle is ON SALE for $26.95 through November 30th (a 33% discount off the regular price), plus $3.00 for postage and handling. Now you can spank your naughty baby for wetting or messing his or her pants (or for keeping them dry). Have fun!
Dear Tommy, Before finding DPF, like many others, I thought I was all alone - wondering why I enjoyed diapers, etc. Since joining DPF I have hoped to find a Daddy locally who would keep me in diapers. I've been wearing diapers more and more, but not often enough to make me happy.
About two months ago I thought, "Wouldn't it be great if someone would make me wear them all the time. It's so much easier to wear big boy's underwear than to put on a diaper. What if my friends noticed the diapers; what could I say?" Then as I lay in bed I thought, "If I didn't have any big boy underwear I'd have to wear diapers".
That's when I took a big step in my life. I got out of bed, went to my underwear drawer and took them all and put them in the garbage. There was a garbage pick-up the next morning, so I took the garbage out to the street. I went back in the house and proceeded to fill my underwear drawer with diapers and plastic pants. I went to bed not knowing if I had done the right thing and a little bit afraid.
When I got up the next morning the trash men had taken the garbage, so I knew I had to wear a diaper to work. I'm self employed so I knew it would not present too much of a problem. It's been two months now and I've enjoyed every day of it. On certain days I wear my 'little boy' Training Pants, but find myself in diapers most of the time. I even keep some extras in my van and keep my DPF Diaper Bag with me wherever I go.
I don't miss my big boy underwear because I know that if I had a 'Daddy' he would want me in diapers all the time. Thanks again for helping me find myself. Sincerely, Chester, N. Tonowanda, NY 14120. p-339. p-11 in the Photo Album. (Dear Chester, Thanks for you wonderful letter. We hope you find your 'Daddy' soon).
Dear Tommy, I just recently finished the paper on infantilism by Dr. Tom Speaker and found it the most enlightening material on the subject that I've ever read. Thanks for offering it. Gerard, Cambridge, MA 02138. p-this issue.
Dear Tom and Mark, I was sorry to hear about Rocky. I didn't know him, but he seemed to be happy with his life and had some very good friends. That's what life is all about, not so much what you do, but how you effect others and how happy you are with yourself. I was first shocked that he died so young. But after reading it again I felt a sense of loss, not so much because I did or didn't know him, but because he was a member of a Fraternity that I belong to.
At first I joined DPF for a way to get adult sized plastic pants. But now I find, having learned of a fellow member's death, that DPF means a lot more. It really is a fraternity, filled with many different people with different tastes. But all of us have one thing in common - the need to be understood and to wear diapers again to fill something in our lives that is missing.
I'm sure Rocky would have known how I feel, as does every other member of the Diaper Pail Fraternity. Although I didn't know him personally, he was a fraternity brother of mine. Now, with his passing, there is one less person that understands the needs and feelings I have, and that's a loss we can all feel. Bye for now. Tom Moon, PO Box 732, Mooresville, IN 46158. p-370.
PAMPERED IN THE PARK
By Christopher,
Minneapolis, MN 55408
p-401
It started as a trickle,
the warmth began to grow.
Feelings I never felt before,
and the ones I was reminded to know.
Being placed upon a stack of diapers,
I knew not to laugh or cry.
As the powder, lotion and pinning began,
I was scolded into knowing "why".
It happened in the park today,
when I couldn't hold my pee.
The golden fluid from deep within,
began its flow onto me.
My pants were soaked within the crotch,
that's what I remember of this.
Daddy taking me by my arm,
with a spanking, for a pants wetting piss.
Being placed upon a stack of diapers,
while laying within the park.
The looks and giggles of passers by,
I could only wish for dark.
The plastic pants were pulled into place,
to cover the bulky mass.
Then told to play with the other kids,
as he patted my diapered ass.
Just then a boy came and sat by me,
and whispered in my ear.
"I would love to walk you around the park,
holding hands with my baby dear".
As we started our stroll, I questioned him,
why he chose to understand?
He replied with only the following words,
which helped make my walk more grand.
"You see, It started as a trickle,
the warmth began to grow.
Feelings I never felt before,
and the ones I was reminded to know".
We've found a company that makes two different styles of real baby Terry Cloth diapers (nappies). One style is a standard pre-fold' rectangle; the other is a cute contour diaper with a rainbow stitch border (the current rage in cloth baby diapers). Both diapers use 'thick' absorbent terry cloth and have a multiple layer soaker panel. This company is willing to copy both styles for DPF in large adult sizes with extra thick soaker panels for 'bigger' babies. They would be fantastic diapers.
We are considering adding this diaper to the DPF Product Line, but need to get a better idea of the demand for Terry Cloth diapers. If you are interested in these diapers and have a REAL intention of buying them, please drop us a line and tell us which one(s) you prefer. The cost of these diapers would be in the $15 to $17 range, which is about the same as the Babykins (and similar) diapers. Your letters will help us decide whether or not to carry these diapers. Thanks for your help. Tommy.
Starting with this issue, we've improved the 'link' between the DPF Photo Album and the DPF Roster. Here's how it works.
You never have to renew your picture in the DPF Photo Album, it stays in forever (unless you want to change it). Beginning with this issue, your Photo Album Page Number will be listed in the Roster, so people will know where to see your picture. Whenever you change your address, it is changed in both the Roster and the Photo Album.
If you forget to renew your membership (shame on you), your photo stays in the Album, but we replace you address with your last Roster Page Number (which is only fair since you're no longer an active member). When you renew your membership again (good boy), your current address goes back into the Photo Album.
We hope you will consider submitting you picture
for the Photo Album, and join the many DPFers who are enjoying
the benefits of showing off their wonderful and cute pictures
in the DPF Photo Album. It's free. Please be sure to sign the
photo on the back: "Released to DPF".
