Diaper Pail FriendsIssue No. 46 ..............June 15, 1989
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Names, Address and email addresses are included (in red) IF writer is still a current listed member. Isn't this fantastic?
Diaper Pail FriendsHIGHLIGHTS OF THIS ISSUE
New Resource Directory
Fantasy-Role Playing Tapes
New Diaper
New Snap Plastic Pants
Training Pants Are Back
Acupuncture Works
Renaissance Pleasure Faire(s)
Dear Fellow DPFers,
I originally had planned to write a 'lead editorial' in this Newsletter centering on the idea of "accepting and understanding EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US, including all our differences and all the variations in the things that 'turn us on'". Then I received a letter from my good friend, and fellow DPFer, Jim, Irving TX 75016. p-460.) Jim is extremely intelligent and dynamic, and I respect him tremendously. Although still quite young, he has developed a successful business and has developed an inspired, loving and understanding relationship with his mommy/wife. Jim's letter bothered me because it seemed to be in opposition to the editorial I was about to write. In an effort to fully understand what Jim was trying to say, we exchanged a fair number of telephone calls. Finally I thought I understood his letter, and was ready to write the 'lead editorial', which I call "What Is Infantilism?"
Here is direct quote from part of Jim's letter: "Being forced to wear diapers, verbally abused for your inability to control yourself, and forced to sleep in a crib or playpen may have some appeal to a lot of members. But these fantasies do not represent true infantilism...nor the caring, loving atmosphere most of us seek. True infantilism, in our opinion, doesn't involve violence, humiliation, or force. Real babies aren't spanked when they have a wet or dirty diaper - their mommies and daddies expect that. They aren't forced to sleep in a crib, or eat in a highchair - those things are provided for them in an atmosphere of love and caring".
It was Jim's use of the word 'true' that bothered me. It seemed to exclude so many of the variations that many DPFers find most exciting, such as being 'forced' into diapers, or stories about things like young boys being humiliated for wetting their pants in school. In fact, Jim's definition seemed to mean that almost every member in DPF was 'not a true Infantilist'.
When I talked to Jim on the telephone I asked him to tell me about his family life and his parents when he was a growing up. He said his father was a totally unemotional person, unable to show love, totally negative in his outlook, and BIG. He said that his father never supported him, this 'strange' little boy who was so emotional, positive, curious, and bright - a little boy who could develop an interest in the Red Baron with all his heart and soul, excitement and energy.
Now, I believe that bright three year olds recognize a lot of what goes on around them, although they may not fully understand it. Three year old James could recognize that this big, hard man was something different than he was, something he didn't want to be when he grew up. It was probably no coincidence that little James began to develop a strange attraction to diapers. At three years of age he could still remember that, as a baby, he could be emotional, he could cry, he could be dependent, he could be soft, and still be accepted.
I believe that what is really 'true' for Jim is probably 'true' for many DPFers. This 'truth' is that, when many of us were very little, we became aware of some PART of our inner selves, the part of us that needed to be emotional, dependent, helpless and feeling, that was not totally acceptable by our parents or society in general
Overtly or covertly our parents and our society made us feel wrong to have these needs. "Boy's don't do this - or that", they said. While we felt pulled to express these soft, emotional needs, some of us also developed a sense of wrongness and guilt. This, in turn, created an inner conflict, and conflict is usually resolved in one manner or another. One way to resolve this conflict is to be 'forced' to wear diapers and to feel humiliated because that seems like the 'acceptable' response.
While many DPFers share these inner needs, they tend to express them in a marvelous kaleidscope of ways because we are each so different. Genetically we are each unique. Add to that all the different and unique environments we grew up in and you can see why we each react differently. (Fortunately, we are alike enough that we enjoy writing to each other, meeting and playing together. Fortunately, and can develope loving and understanding long-term relationships).
One thing bears repeating to avoid any misunderstanding. I am NOT saying that Infantilists are emotional or helpless or dependent people. I am saying ONLY that these factors are PART of their total personality and they need to be expressed. When these needs are expressed as part of a total and balanced life, I think they are healthy. Jim Moore is certainly a good example of a healthy balance.
Infantilism, however, is NOT the behavior of a real baby. Infantilism is the unique behavior of an adult who adopts various pieces of infantile behavior in order to integrate a part of his or her personality which has been otherwise discouraged.
While we love (accept and understand) Jim because of his wonderful and unique way of resolving the needs in his life, we also love (accept and understand ) ALL DPFers because of all the unique ways they have resolved the needs in their lives. That's not to say that everything is acceptable. But, as long as one doesn't hurt anybody else, as long as one is able to balance 'Infantilistic' needs with other adult needs, as long as one is reasonable happy and functional in life, then that person deserves love and understanding. That's the DPF message. (NOTE: For additional thoughts on this subject we suggest that you see Newsletter #32, February, 1987).
Dear DPF, My name is William Carichner. I loved your brochure. When I went over it I must say that my cock got so hard! Here's my true story.
I've wet the bed all my life. One night when I was a kid the washer broke down so my mom could not wash my pissy bed sheets, so I slept just on the plastic sheet. Of course, I wet the bed as usual. In the morning the warm piss felt real good and I began slipping and sliding around on the wet plastic. It was a magical feeling, and that's the way my fetish with plastic began.
Some years later I discovered plastic pants. At first I bought the toddler size Gerber pants and squeezed myself into them. My big fat cock would stand up and throb against the plastic. What a turn on. I would jack-off and piss in them, and my cock would explode like never before. Sometimes I would jack-off 4 times a day. Then I would think about other boys or other men in wet plastic pants, wet beds, wet jockey shorts, pissing on each other, or pulling down each other's plastic pants and sucking on those big wet cocks.
After a time, anytime I would go into a restroom, the smell of piss would make me hard. To this day I still get hard if the men's room smells of piss. I have about 75 pairs of Lang plastic pants and about 30 pairs of Gerber. I love that kind of see-through look. I'm so glad that I found out about your organization. I thought I was the only person who feels the way I do about plastic and pissy pants. Thank you, William, Van Nuys, CA 91401. p-this issue.
Well, Tommy, inevitably it happened. I had my yellow 'DPF' car-plate in the back window of my van when a friend of mine asked, "What's DPF mean?" I was sure glad that the I had on plastic pants because I used them. I'm not one who has the wherewithall to tell anyone what DPF means, so I was real proud of myself for coming up with "Dedication, Perserverence, Futility". He bought it! I'm sure it has happened to someone else out there. How about "Dolly Pardon Fraternity" or, "I found it and thought I'd put it up to see if anyone could tell me". Actually, you could probably get away with Diaper Pail Fraternity because NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE YOU ANYWAY. Sincerely Sopping, George Parker, PO Box 1237, Marblehead, MA 01945. p.-1408. Mail-Box # 1390. Email: evadr@hotmail.com
The San Francisco Chronicle also had an interesting letter in the 'Ask Beth' column, the teenage version of 'Dear Abbey'. It read: "DEAR BETH, I'm 12 and still wet my bed. I'm small, and my mother makes me wear diapers 24 hours a day and short dresses, so they show when we go shopping. She has friends and relatives over to see her "baby girl". Please help! - Cindy in Sunbury".
I thought it sounded great and was wondering where Sunbury is? Pennsylvania, maybe? What an exciting sight that would be. I was also wondering if her mother puts her in the baby seat of the shopping cart in the supermarket? Oh, wow?
Dear Tommy and Marky, Don and I have seen some interesting pictures recently and would like to share them with everyone. "At Home With Stan & Bobbie" is sold as a "spanking" video by the producer, Shadow Lane, but it is far more than that. Bobbie is an adult going to toddler. While she does not sleep in a crib or wear diapers in this video, she has the persona of a very young girl down pat. In her 'Bunny Suit' with a drop seat, she could be a big baby girl. When she realistically argues with Stan, whom she calls "Daddy", about going to sleep, you don't know if you want to comfort her or spank her soundly.
Stan does both! Everyone who wants to know more about how a very real big baby girl sometimes acts will want to see this video. Write to Shadow Lane, PO Box 1910, Studio City, CA 91604 for details.
A movie from Universal Studios that is probably no longer in theaters and will be available on video soon is titled "Fletch Lives". It has a delightful sequence based on a young woman's need to pee very badly. It's a shame she didn't wear comfy diapers. The picture stars Chevy Chase, but it's Julianne Phillips who needs the dipe.
How about a sequence several minutes long with a real hunk of a man dressed in nothing but a cloth diaper? "See You In The Morning" just opened and it's a big hit. It probably will be in theaters when you read this. Jeff Bridges plays a psychiatrist who puts on the didee, tying at the hips instead of using pins. You'll want to see Jeff acting so comfortably dressed kind of like we do. Maybe this film will help change other people's attitudes about adults in diapers. Don Davis, PO Box 38040, Los Angeles, CA 90038. p.-1448. Mail-Box # 2332. Email: dondavis69@hotmail.com
(Thanks, Don. And here's one I found. It's called "VIDEO BABY", and is a 13 minute tape which comes with an official birth certificate, medical-record sheet and child-guidance booklet. It's promoted as "parenthood without the mess and inconvenience of the real thing". You'll see big-eyed, smiling babies eating, playing with their toys and their toes, and clapping when you call them by name - all the great things infants do - without so much as a single whimper or dirty diaper. Put out by Creative Programming Inc. Available on VHS for $19.95. See you local video store.)
Dear Tommy, I'd like to recommend the completely hairless look. I've been shaving my body hair for about a month, leaving only a little pubic hair (about as much as a 13 year old bedwetter might have). The feel is fantastic, the look even better. It does help put me in the right frame of mind when I want to regress to a bedwetting, diaper wearing 13 year old. Bill, Salt Lake City, UT 84110. p-460.
Dear Tommy, I have heard an interesting fact. Apparently the Orientals know of various points to press (Acupressure) or stick needles in (Acupuncture) in the lower leg which causes the bladder to empty itself quite involuntarily. It is said that after several applications given daily, the person loses control permanently. The only way my informer says one can regain control is for similar treatment in another spot. Has anyone else heard about this? Yours wetly, Simon, Sao Paulo, Brazil. P-407.
(Dear Members, Acupressure and Acupuncture are popular here in Northern California so it was not hard to check up on Simon's report. Fantastic! We were able to confirm that, (1) it is indeed possible to create permanent loss of urinary control, (2) there are 3 or 4 known places in the leg which can cause this result, (3) it may take a long time and can be fairly expensive - BUT IT DOES WORK. So, if you find an acupuncturist who will 'do the trick' for you, you better be well stocked up on good diapers before you start, because you're going to need them. Tommy.)
Here are some great new products we're pleased to announce:
NEW BABY-STYLE SIDE-SNAP PLASTIC PANTS. These new side-snap plastic panties are just like the heavy duty side-snap baby pants which were very popular a few years ago (and can still be found in baby stores today). They're made for heavy duty wear, and can be used and washed again and again without tearing or staining. The sound of the snaps be closed is sure to bring back wonderful memories, and will make you feel very babyish. You'll find them on the Mini-Order Form at the end of the Newsletter.
DPF BABY DIAPER NOW AVAILABLE IN FLANNEL. The ever popular DPF Baby Diaper (authentic copy of a baby pre-fold diaper) is now available in THICK, EXTRA ABSORBENT flannel (in addition to the original birdseye). Flannel is a wonderful material for bedwetters (or would be bedwetters), because the softness and extra absorbency will keep you comfy and your bed dry all night. Flannel is great for daytime use too. If you've enjoyed the birdseye DPF BABY DIAPER, you'll probably like these new flannel ones too. Try some. They're also listed on the Mini-Order Form at the end of this Newsletter.
DPF TRAINING PANTS. Back by popular demand! While this product received rave reviews when originally introduced, it was discontinued due to problems with the manufacturer. Now we've worked out all the problems and the DPF TRAINING PANTS are back in stock and ready for immediate shipment. They're authentic looking, soft, thick and cute. Together with waterproof pants they can keep you from being embarrassed if you 'accidentally' (or 'on-purpose') wet your pants. Unfortunately, they don't always seem to work as expected. Although Training Pants put on 3 to 6-year-olds they usually result in them learning to keep their pants dry (Good Boy!), these larger sized ones made for big folks seem to cause an increase in pants wetting (Good Boy!). It's strange that they work that way. Then again, maybe it's due to some confusion about the meaning of the term 'training'. They're listed on the Mini-Order Form. Have Fun!
Here's a quick status report on other new products and services that we're working on.
1) The major step forward in professional printing quality for the Newsletter (and other DPF publications) has been postponed until the next issue (DARN!).
2) The new Resource Directory is 'on target' and will be published within the next few months.
3) The new DPF FANTASY-ROLE PLAYING TAPES are 'on target' and will be released sometime in the Fall.
4) Other new ADULT BABY CLOTHES are also 'in the works', and we'll surprise you with announcements from time to time.
5) The Video Tapes are currently on the back burner.
* IN THE WORKS *
THE NEW RESOURCE DIRECTORY
Our new Resource Directory will be a major improvement over the old one. It will list almost twice as many resources in the United States and Canada. It will be up-to-date (and kept that way with annual revision available for a modest fee). It will be Cross-Indexed to make it easy to find the products or services you are looking for.
While doing the immense amount of research necessary to prepare this great new publication, we were shocked to find how many listings in the old Resource Directory were totally out of date. We apologize, and have decided to offer EVERYONE who purchased the old Resource Directory from DPF a special credit (discount) toward the purchase of the new one - as soon as it it published.
In the meantime we NEED YOUR HELP. We need to know the current address of the following resources (if they still exist). They were returned to us by the Post Office marked "Forwarding Order Expired".
Finger Magazine, last known address in Hollywood,
CA.
UBA's Fashions, last known address in Hollywood, CA.
Centurians, last known address in Westminster, CA.
I.A.R.(International Association of Rubberists), last known in
Canandaigua, NY.
H.O.M. Inc., publisher of Rubber Life, last known in Los Angeles.
In addition, we need to know any other corrections or additions (such as new resources, address corrections, resources no longer in business, etc). Please send us this information, and we will incorporate it into the new directory.
We want to take this opportunity to thank David Hess (p-378) for sending us a whole series of corrections and new listings pertaining to enemas and rubber items. In appreciation we're going to send him a FREE copy of the New Directory as soon as it is published.
Thanks, too, to R. Swann for sending us the brochure on a company called The Windsor Group, which will be added to our Directory. We were amazed to see that The Windsor Group sells the Nikky Bedwetter Pants (they call them Night Pants) for $38.99 each. DPF sells the same item for $22.95. Aren't you glad you belong to DPF?
The San Francisco 'Bay to Breakers' race is possibly second in popularity to the Boston Marathon. Imagine my amazement to find the following FULL PAGE ad in the San Francisco Chronicle promoting the race. The top third shows a runner dressed as a baby holding a baby bottle in one hand and a lollypop in the other. The HUGE headline, which takes up the middle third of the ad, reads 'NEW STUDY LINKS PROCRASTINATION, INFANTILISM'. (Only in San Francisco?) Maybe the ad should have shown the runner in diapers with the headline: 'NEW STUDY LINKS PROCRASTINATION, WET PANTS'. I thought about signing up for the race, but then again it's almost impossible to run with a load in your----.
Dear DPF, In your last Newsletter you mentioned buying baby clothes in adult stores. I like to buy boy's ski pajamas size 18-20, or you can buy them in men's sizes too. Believe me, with the light colored ones, when you piss in them you can look and feel just like a little boy. Baby Bill. Bill, Philadelphia, PA 19145. p-410.
In the last issue we described the possible results of using the new FANTASY ROLL-PLAYING hypnotic tapes soon to be available from DPF. We believe these new tapes WILL make it possible for anyone to assume a fantasy-role of their choice (for a short period of time) and to achieve a GREATER FEELING OF REALITY THAN EVER BEFORE POSSIBLE. Nothing like these tapes has ever been produced anywhere in the world. While they are totally revolutionary in concept, our hypnotist has assured us that they WILL WORK for most people. In the next issue we will explain how and why.
The DPF FANTASY-ROLE PLAYING TAPES will be made up of many 'role-selections', each one of which is ONE PIECE of a total personality. Using the DPF FANTASY-ROLE PLAYING TAPES you will be able to pick many different 'role-selections' and to COMBINE them together into a TOTAL FANTASY-ROLE customized just for you. You will be able to create completely new FANTASY-ROLES whenever you wish, by using the very SAME tapes over and over again. The possibilities are almost limitless.
Following is a list of the 'role-selections' we are planning to make available. They are organized into GROUPS. Your specific FANTASY-ROLE is made up by 'COMBINING' ONE OR MORE 'role-selections' from each 'GROUP'. It will not be hard to do. We will provide complete and simple instructions with the tapes.
Your FANTASY-ROLE need not even be logical, as we recognize that illogical roles are sometimes the most exciting. We have also allowed for a 'Second Party' to be involved in your FANTASY-ROLE. The 'Second Party' need not listen to your FANTASY-ROLE tape to play their role, but may make up their own FANTASY-ROLE using your tape if they so wish.
The main reason for listing these 'role-selections' in this Newsletter is to get your opinions and ideas. If you think of a particular 'role-selection' that you feel should be added to the SYSTEM, NOW is the time to let us know. Once the tapes are made they will not be modified in the forseeable future.
Under the DPF FANTASY-ROLE PLAYING system:
You will be required to pick ONE selection from the Time Frame GROUP:
1 Just For Now
2 Until You Have An Orgasm
3 Until Your 'Second Party' Says It's Over
4 For The Next Hour
5 For The Next Two Hours
6 For The Next Three Hours
You must pick ONE selection from the AGE YOU ARE GROUP:
1 You Are A Little Boy (undetermined age)
2 You Are A Little Girl (undetermined age)
3 You Are An Adult4 You Are A Real Little Baby (about age 1)
5 You Are A Toddler (about age 2-3)
6 You Are A Pre-Schooler (about age 4),
7 You Are A Grade-Schooler (about age 9),
8 You Are In Junior-High (about age 12),
9 You Are In High School (about age 16),
10 You Are In College (about age 20).
11 Default is your chronological age.
You may pick ONE selection from the AGE YOU ACT-LIKE GROUP:
1 You Act Like A Little Boy (undetermined age)
2 You Act Like A Little Girl (undetermined age)
3 You Act Like A Real Baby (about age 1)
4 You Act Like A Toddler (about age 2-3)
5 You Act Like A Pre-Schooler (about age 4),
6 You Act Like A Grade-Schooler (about age 9),
7 You Act Like A Junior-High Kid (about age 12),
8 You Act Like A High School Kid (about age 16),
9 You Act Like A College Kid (about age 20).
You may pick ONE selection from the GENDER GROUP:
1 You Are Male
2 You Are Female
3 You Are Combined Male/Female
4 You Are A Male with Female Sex Organs
5 You Are A Female with Male Sex Organs
6 You Are A Sissy Male
You may pick ONE selection from the SEXUAL ORIENTATION GROUP:
1 You Are Gay (male)
2 You Are Straight
3 You Are Bi-Sexual
4 You Are Lesbian
5 You Are A Trans-Vestite
You may pick MORE THAN ONE selection from the WETTING/MESSING GROUP:
1 You will think you Always Wet Your Pants
2 You will think you Always Wet Your Bed
3 You will think you Always Mess In Your Pants
4 You Will Wet Your Pants
5 You Will Wet Your Bed
6 You Will Mess In Your Pants
7 When You Wet It Will Feel Like An Orgasm
8 Wetting/Messing Will Feel Involuntary
You may pick MORE THAN ONE selection from the SEXUAL FEELINGS GROUP:
1 You Will Have A Strong Desire To Masturbate
2 You Will Have A Strong Desire For Oral Sex
3 You Will Have A Strong Desire For Anal Sex
4 You Will Feel Very Horny
5 You Will Feel New To Sex (Like A Young Teenager)
6 You Will Feel Like You Are Being Forced Into Sex
You may pick MORE THAN ONE selection from the BEHAVIOR GROUP:
1 You Will Cry
2 You Will Suck Your Thumb
3 You Will Need A Bottle
4 You Will Need A Pacifier
5 You Will Have An Urge to 'Play' like a child
6 You Will Feel Humiliated
7 You Will Feel Dominant
8 You Will Feel Submissive
9 You Will Feel Small
10 You Will Feel Like You Are Regressing
You may pick ONE selection from the SECOND PARTY GROUP:
The SECOND PARTY:
1 Is Your Mommy
2 Is Your Daddy
3 Is Your Older Brother
4 Is Your Little Brother
5 Is Your Older Sister
6 Is Your Little Sister
7 Is Your Friend/Buddy from school
8 Is Your Girlfriend
9 Is Your Boyfriend
10 Is Your Spouse
You may select a KEYWORD and ONE selection from KEYWORD FUNCTION GROUP:
1 It is YOUR KEYWORD
2 It is the 'Second Party's KEYWORD
You may pick MORE THAN ONE selection from THE KEYWORD EFFECT GROUP:
1 The Keyword Turns On Your Fantasy Role
2 The Keyword Gives Your Second Party Total Control Over You
3 The Keyword Will 'Emphasize' ONE 'role-selection' from any other
group.
Well, that's it. We think it includes just about everybody's fantasy, but maybe not. If you have a 'role-selection' you think should be included, please send it to us immediately. Preparation of these tapes is about to begin. Thanks, Tommy.
Dear Tommy, I want to order a tape for my wife, Mary. I believe the Level 2 in female voice (24 Hour Wetting) is the one I need. Is is possible to have it customized so that my wife will: (1) love being a baby and love wearing diapers and wetting them 24 hours a day, (2) will love the smell of dry pee, (3) will only wet while wearing diapers and plastic pants, (4) will love taking a baby bottle and pacifier, (5) that I am in complete control.
My wife goes to school during the day and on some evenings, and I want her wearing diapers and plastic pants under her street clothes and not to be embarrassed about it. I want her to feel and act like a baby adult at home who loves doing the things I've mentioned. Do you know anyone I can write to who has used these tapes for their wife. Sincerely, Henry, Richmond, IN 47374. p-386.
(Dear Henry, your things you want for your wife are not at all impossible for Level 2, provided both you and your wife agree to the desired results. The Level 2 Hypnotic and Subliminal Tapes can, by themselves, accomplish most of the things on your list. Good Luck. Tommy)
Hi Guys, it's me, diaper slave Eric. Thought you might like to know that I am now totally diaper dependent, and I only have to listen to the tapes every three days or so. I haven't used a toilet at all, any place, for any reason, for over three months. I have been wearing thick diapers with an Ambeze disposable diaper over them and sometimes two pairs of Lang plastic pants over it all. I might add that I have never been happier. Baby Eric. G. Eric, Revere, MA 02151. p-393.
Tommy, I have a few of the Hypnotic Tapes and can attest to their ability to "do the job". I did achieve just what the tape was customized to do . I wet myself only when in my diapers. I worried about that in the beginning, which probably hurt my success or at least delayed it. Soggy Pants Richie, Rich, Short Hills, NJ 07078. p-436. PHOTO ALBUM Page-7
Many DPFers enjoy sexual fantasies about being a 'baby', a 'little boy or a 'little girl'. While DPF DOES NOT support in any way whatsoever any of these activities with real children, we do support adult fantasies and games. The following quote is from a recent book published by the American Medical Association and may be re-assuring.
"Many new parents are surprised to discover that infants are sexually responsive. Even before birth, boys have erections that occur at regular intervals. Shortly after birth, both boys and girls may even experience orgasm. This is a normal physiological reflex, a response to physical, not erotic or emotional, stimulation. Many typical activities of infants and young children, including kicking, rocking, rubbing against clothing or toys (diapers), wrestling, sliding, swinging or seesawing can lead to reflexive sexual arousal in boys and girls".
So the next time your are masturbating by rubbing against your diaper, or you are being brought to orgasm by your 'mommy' or 'daddy' as they change your diapers, it may be comforting to know that it is a REAL baby reflex you are experiencing and not some fake 'adult' kind of thing. Horray! Have Fun! Tommy.
(Note: The previous letters demonstrate again that the DPF Hypnotic Tapes work, that - sooner or later - most people get what they want. They wake up in wet beds - or begin to involuntarily wet their pants or their diaper - or begin to feel like the 'real' baby they've always wanted to be. It makes me happy to know that these tapes make dreams come true. The tapes come with full instructions on the (optional) customization process, which is quite simple and DOES NOT require that you record anything on the tape itself.
Dear Tommy, I am so excited about this news. I have found a shoe maker in a different country who will make our "dream footwear" (real adult-sized baby shoes and little girl's shoes) at substantially lower prices ($100 to $125 per pair). For more information write to Jay, Doylestown, OH 44230. p-455.
Dear Tommy, We would like to open our home to all our DPF friends and members. We call our home 'Nursery House', and my wife and I plan to run it on weekends (by appointment only) for only $60, which includes picked-up and delivery at the Cincinnati Airport. Everyone is invited no matter what their Roster Codes are; whether couples, single, married, dominant, submissive, gay, bi or straight. We are very open. You can do whatever you like to me, or vice-versa. We can give enemas, we have baby clothing, girl's and women's clothing, baby bottles, pacifiers, dildoes, butt plugs, a high chair, play pen and an iron hospital youth crib. My wife and I can keep a good thing going for anyone.
By the way, whatever happened to Marky? I don't ever see his name mentioned anymore. Are you two still together? Also I noticed you are selling the Rubber Duckies Baby Pants. Are they the wrap-up or pull-on style. I saw the real Rubber Duckies advertised in a Child's source magazine. Sincerely, Baby Ernie aka Baby Sharon. Mr. and Mrs. Ernest, Hamilton, OH 45011. p-413. PHOTO ALBUM Page-22.
(Dear Baby Ernie, thanks for telling us about weekends in your Nursery House. Sounds like fun. Thanks, too, for about asking about Marky. He's fine, and we're still together. Marky does a great job editing all the Newsletters and Rosters. He and I just returned from a few days in Southern California where we spent one great day at Disneyland. The Rubber Duckies we sell are exactly the same as the ones you saw in the Child's source guide. They're the pull-on style. We're working with the manufacturer to make the 'wrap-ups' in adult sizes too. Would you like that? Thanks again, Tommy.
In the last article about the Volunteer Program we mentioned two small towns as examples of towns which had both people who had inquired about DPF but had never joined, and people who were currently DPF Members. Well, the members in both these town became Volunteers, and that's great. But very few additional members became Volunteers.
The problem is - we can't list all the 'matches' in the country as it would take up THE ENTIRE NEWSLETTER. We need you to believe us, to understand that potential friends exist out there for every one of you. Sometimes these folks just need a little encouragement to help them overcome their fear about joining an organization they know nothing about.
One member wrote that he didn't think it was fair to send these people's address to a volunteer, because they had written in confidence to DPF. Well, he's right, and we don't. We send the volunteer's address to these folks, not the other way around. To help clear up further misunderstanding we have included an exact copy of the Volunteer Letter in this Newsletter. Spreading the word about DPF can be fun and can make you some new friends. The more members we have, the more fun it is for all of us. Thanks, Tommy.
The back issues of the DPF Newsletter are probably one of the greatest bargains around. For only $3, each issue of the Newsletter is packed with ideas, letters and interesting information and is a great way to find friends. No Roster listing are ever repeated in any one year, so owning all back issues means even MORE people to choose from. For your convenience we've listed all available 'back' issues in the Mini Order at the end of of this issue.
Dear Tommy and Marky, Last year we had a ball at the Renaissance Pleasure Faire because our thick diapers and Rubber Duckies kept us dry and having fun while other people were standing in line for a privy. The neat thing is that if you wear a costume, your dydee bulge only shows if you want it to. At the Faire, people are pretty much into their own thing, so we just fit right in.
The great thing is that there are Renaissance Faires all over the country from early Spring to late Fall. The one in Southern California is on now (as this Newsletter is in the mail) so all of our friends in DPF can still attend it for a couple of weekends until June 25th.
There also is a super one in central Pennsylvania between Lancaster and Harrisburg. This one starts about the Fourth of July and runs until Fall. In northern California (in Novato) the Renaissance Faire will be held in the fall as usual. Any members with facts about fun things like these faires should share the poop (sorry about the bad pun) so it can be passed on to others. Warmly, Don Davis, PO Box 38040, Los Angeles, CA 90038. p.-1448. Mail-Box # 2332. Email: dondavis69@hotmail.com
(Marky and I have attended the Rennaisance Pleasure Faire in Novato many times over the years, alone or together with groups of DPF friends. It's always fun, and we agree it is a 'perfect' way for DPFers to get together and enjoy a day wearing diapers in public. Our favorite thing is to sit down with other little kids at a big table piled with buckets of paint and to paint little animals or trinkets which we take home and hang in our kitchen or playroom. Write or call fellow DPF friends now and make plans for a great time. Tommy.)
Dear Tommy, The Seattle Gay News recently displayed a photo of the contestants in the International My Leather "Boy" competition (photo was attached to letter). One of four contestants is wearing nothing but diapers and plastic pants. (Well, he did have a tiny leather necklace around his neck).
The onesies are great! I practically live in them. Is there any chance of getting one of your suppliers to custom make some footed bottoms to go with them. Kindest Regards, P.D., WA 98465. p-406. (Dear P.D. - we're working on the 'footed bottoms' and lots more. Thanks for the letter and photo. Tommy).
We've just taken delivery of the last 29 Rainbow Diapers in size medium. These, too, are AN EXACT copy of a real little baby diaper. Unfortunately, the company that makes them has decided to make them in adult sizes with a white thread border in the future. While they will still be GREAT diapers, they will not be exactly the same as the ones they make for little babies. So, while they last, we suggest that you order them with the Rainbow thread. They're listed as 'Flannel Diapers' on the Mini-Order Form.
Dear Tommy and Marky, Since purchasing your original Hypnotic and Subliminal Tapes for Bedwetting I've had to make sure I'm thickly diapered whether I've been laid down for the night or just a two or three hour nap. Those tapes were everything I could have hoped for, and the reason I'm writing now.
I'm interested in purchasing the custom "Full Participation" Happiness Tapes you described in Newsletter #37, but I have a few questions. The person I have in mind is just a year younger than me but she drives herself so hard that I'm afraid she might cause herself physical and mental harm. She already has high blood pressure. I believe that a good dose of being a diapered little girl again would do her a world of good. I love her very much, too much to just let it go. I'd gladly play Daddy if it would help make her feel better.
Would it be possible to program the (Happiness) tape to make the person want to listen to it over and over again. The other suggestion would cause them to try wearing diapers for themselves to see what it's like, and to experience the enjoyment of being cared for like a toddler again, without giving up their state of mind as an adult? Is there any choice of music within the categories, or do you provide a list of music? Your wet diapered friend, Billy. William, Branson, MO 65616. p-402.
Dear Tommy, Well, now that Tony is out of the hospital we've rekindled our friendship (Tony Antonio and his wife/mommy July) . I told him about a temper tantrum I had last week and he told his wife. That certainly was a mistake. I was required to undergo a sissy-baby punishment treatment for a week. I had to wear pink plastic panties, suck on a pink pacifier and drink from a pink baby bottle. I even wore a cloth diaper and pink panties to work one day. At first I was very nervous and self-conscious but then I realized that nobody noticed my sissy baby underpants. This was the first time I've ever worn a diaper to work. I felt so naughty!
While I was writing this letter I wet my Babykins diaper and pants. I just squeezed my crotch and it gurgled, and I need to wet again. This reminds me of being in school and wetting my pants right in class. What a helpless feeling! Why did I have to wet my pants in class like that? Probably, like now, it had built up so much that it had no other place to go but out. Wetter than ever. Baby Larry. Larry, WA 98027. p-447.
Kimberly Clark announced in April that it will start selling disposable Training Pants for children. The new product will be called "Huggies Pull-Ups". The company announced that they will provide the protection of a disposable diaper but will look like children's underwear, and are worn like underwear. They will come in children's sizes Small, Medium and Large. The article didn't say how large the 'Large' is, but we hope they will be big enough for grade-school or Junior High School age kids (bigger kids need protection too, right?). 12 year old boys who still aren't potty-trained can wear Huggies Pull-Ups and can sneak into a stall in the boy's room and flush their wet panties down the toilet any time they need to. No one will know that they still wet their pants (except other boys who sneak a peak under the partitions, of course). From Donald Bradley , 305 Innisfree Drive, Daly City, CA 94015, . p.-1399. Mail-Box # 1752. Tel:650-992-7991 DO NOT . PHOTO-p.Email: INMYBVDS@AOL.COM
The illustration below was received from Frank Stephenson, who says that it's a copy of a 14" by 17" inch original which was drawn for him by Etienne, a very well known artist in the gay world. Frank says the drawing was very expensive, $150, but was worth it. The picture shows many of Frank's fantasies; tight fitting, wet and messy shorts is definitely his thing. Anyone desiring further information can send a self-addressed envelope to: Etienne, PO Box 229, Eldorado Springs, CO 80025, or write Frank , San Diego, CA 92117. p-this issue.
Dear Tommy, I heard Paul Harvey report the following item of interest on the radio the other day. It seems that an adult male in his 20's or 30's was caught sleeping in a crib in a church nursery somewhere in South Carolina . He was clad in nothing but a disposable diaper! The police had reported a series of break-ins in local nurseries and quite a few toys were stolen. I could certainly identify with that man's need to do what he did, but certainly the practice of breaking into nurseries and stealing cannot be acceptable. If I'd caught him I would have let him know how naughty he was and then probably changed his wet diaper. Rocky, Jacksonville, FL 32216. p-397.
Dear DPF, I'm half female and half male, but I'm hoping to get a sex change operation. My grandmother's doctor says I should be a girl instead of a man. Even when I was little I felt like a girl whenever I wore girl's clothes but my mother never knew about it. I still wet my little girls panties and diapers.
When I was about 10 years old I was friendly with a neighborhood girl, Susan, age 9. One day we were outside playing in her yard. She was wearing a light blue dress over white cotton panties. Soon her mother called her into the house. I was standing on the porch looking through the front screen door. As I watched, her mother put her hand under Susan's dress to feel her panties, and I heard her mother say, "You bad girl, you peed your panties". She took Susan over her knee and gave her a good spanking. After that she put her down on the floor and pinned her into a wet baby's diaper.
When Susan came out I looked under her dress and saw the wet diaper. Susan said, "Don't look under my dress". Some time later her Aunt and Uncle came over and her mother made Susan stand in front of them while she reached under her dress and unpinned the diaper, letting it fall between her legs. It was pissy soaked, and her mother spanked her again.
Ever since then I have been dressing up in girl's clothing, wetting my panties and putting diapers on and wetting them too. I have lots of girl's clothing and baby stuff. I'd like to find someone who would treat me as their little girl. It's hard to be a little girl by myself. Steven, Riverview, MI 48192. p-457. PHOTO-p.24.
Dear Baby Tommy, I could not believe my eyes that another Wisconsin couple was listed in Newsletter #45. Hopefully they will join the four couples we already have in our Wisconsin chapter of DPF. It is so unbelievable that I suffered alone all those years I was growing up in America's dairyland when all that time I was surrounded by like-minded oversized babies. You're doing such a great service. Hopefully the next generation will not have to go through what we middle aged infantilists did. Future parents should be aware that if their toddler son or daughter shows a desire to return to their diapers now and then, it will not lead to insanity, criminality, or cancer.
We are still trying to put together a big Wisconsin baby bash at a hotel and will send you a play-by-play when it happens. Yours in last night's brimming rubber panties. Gene, Green Bay, WI 54324, p-426. (Good luck on your 'bash', Gene, and thanks for the invitation. Wish I could make it. Tommy).
Many Japanese say that they are satisfied with the discipline, complete submission to the demands of their employers, and a strong sense of hierarchy. Yet, when evening comes, they apparently need a dream. Most of them end up buying one, and Japan's "pleasure markets" are flourishing as never before.
Japan, after working hours, is a land of bars and "love hotels", hot baths, gambling and alcohol. Every city has its district of nightclubs that sell dreams. The most innocuous type of nightclub is known as the karaoke bar, and there are many variations on the karaoke theme. In one bar the hostesses may wear school uniforms but no underwear. One bar in Tokyo's elegant Akasaka District has a "relaxation zone" where guests can pretend to be babies and even have their diapers changed by hostesses. (Is anyone planning to go to Japan? It sounds like they've got the right idea.)
Dear Tommy, In past issues some members have written about their fantasy of "forced" baby training. One suggestion I have would be to put your baby victim's hands in vinyl or leather golf club covers and tie them on. This will prevent "baby" from taking off the thick diapers and plastic pants you put on. But before you diaper them, you insert 3 or 4 glycerine suppositories so that at a later time they will be forced to mess their diapers. Then you tie or strap their ankles together so that they can only crawl. A white rubber mouth guard, which you can buy in a sporting goods store, can be used with polydent to hold it in. This will force baby to drool and talk baby talk. Now you have a helpless baby who cannot talk, only makes gurgling sounds, drools and will be peeing and messing his diapers without control. Praise the wet diapers, Jay, Doylestown, OH 44230. p-455.
Dear DPFers, The previous letter reminded us that many of you relish the idea of being 'forced' (or 'forcing someone') into babyhood. Well, we've got a surprise for you - a FREE GIFT that we'd like to send with your next order for ANY DPF Products, Stories, Tapes, etc. (excluding your Renewal).
The gift is a tiny, little device which can be easily attached to a regular baby diaper pin after you've pinned on the diaper. It's so small you can hardly see it, and attaches so fast (within 3 seconds) that a person being diapered could be totally unaware of what you've done. Of course, you gave the 'baby to be' a suppository or an enema just before pinning on their diaper. Then take them out somewhere, maybe to a restaurant. Soon they'll feel the 'urge' and beg you to let them go to the bathroom. You can feign being 'understanding' and let them go. Then sit back and imagine the horror that is unfolding in the bathroom. As they reach down to un-pin their diaper they are shocked to find that, 'OH SHIT', it is ABSOLUTELY IMPOSSIBLE! There is NO WAY they can open either pin. They tug, they pry, they pull, they bend and squeeze the pin, but to no avail. IT WON'T OPEN.
Soon tears come to their eyes as they realize that they are totally helpless to keep from messing in their diaper. Later, as they sheepishly return to your table, you observe the look of humiliation and embarrassment on their face. You know that they were unable to remove their diaper to go to the toilet, and that they did it their pants!
We'd love to send you two sets of pin-locks with your next order, complete with simple instructions on how to attach the tiny device in less than 3 seconds. We have hundreds of them, and will send them as long as they last. It's our way of showing our appreciation to all of you, and our way of adding to your fun and games. Have Fun! Love, Tommy.
Dear Tommy, I hope my friends with whom I correspond will bear with me. My mother died in February and I've had a hard time getting over it, but I'm just starting to write my friends again. I'm also planning a holiday in early August and will be heading south through Washington, Oregon, California, Arizona, New Mexico, Colorado, Utah, Wyoming, Montana and Idaho. I hope to visit many DPF brothers. Anyone who would like me to drop in for a visit, please write me so I can plan my trip. Sincerely, Ric, Vancouver, B.C., Canada V6C 2T1. p-this issue.
Dear DPF, I love writing to big girls who never outgrow their diapers. The way I see it, they need my help. Someone has to write to them and assure them that it's OK to want to wear diapers. Everyone agrees that there is nothing cuter than a little baby in diapers. Then they're surprised at potty training time when their little boy or girl prefers the comfort or security of their diapers. Well, big girls in diapers look just fine to me, and I love to tell them how beautiful that are. Chris Martel, Box 262, Maynard, MA 01754. p.-1380. Mail-Box # 1802.
Do you have a story about a 'Blooper' (something embarrassing that happened to you as an adult or when you were a kid which relates to diapers, wet pants, or other interesting subjects). If so, we'd love to hear about it and will publish it in the Newsletter or future issues of "DPF Letters" or "DPF Case Histories". We also would like to hear about interesting 'Baby Games' (such as forced diapering or encouraging/forcing someone to poop their pants, etc.). Some of the things that make a story exciting are: (1) Was it a unique experience? (2) Were you embarrassed or humiliated? (3) What were the reactions of other people or other kids? (4) How was it done? (5) How did it (you) FEEL? (6) Did a friend 'help' or 'hinder' the situation? Thanks, Tommy.
Dear Little Tommy, We all have 'little boy/baby' needs and the emotions that accompany them. We also have parent needs and adult needs and emotions too. I'm aware that I have a need to express the little boy in me. I like peeing the bed and peeing in my pants. I even like when people at work drop their eyes to view the bulge of my diapers (but say nothing). I like wearing rubber pants, sucking my bottle or pacifier, wearing baby clothes and sleeping on a rubber sheet.
I also like to put a 'baby boy' into diapers. I like to pull rubber pants up his legs and fit them around his waist. I like to put a baby bonnet on him and make him suck on a nippled bottle. I like making him do what I tell him, and to cuddle and hug him if he behaves very little and sweet. If he offers any resistance, I find myself wanting to blister his ass to make him a "good" little boy who does as I tell him. I want to control him throughout the day.
Part of me wants to be a Daddy to the little boy in others, while the little boy in me needs loving and discipline and looks forward to having someone make me do the things I know I should do. My message is to love one another. Love is the miracle in human relations and it's our most valuable treasure. Your fellow Baby/Little Boy/Daddy, Jim, Inyokern, CA 93527. p-431.
As promised, we are continuing out fantastic program of releasing exciting new stories with EVERY issue of the Newsletter. This time we have 8 HOT new stories. Some are long and some are illustrated. They're guaranteed to GET YOU OFF.
BABY PETTICOATING
From the time that he was a very little boy, his mom always treated him like a little sissy. Now that he is 16 years old, his mother has suddenly decided that what she really always wanted was a little toddler girl - and that's what he's being turned into, whether he likes it or not.
HALLOWEEN COSTUME PARTY
Five diaper wearing school-age boys form their own neighborhood diaper club for two years. One year they all get dressed up as babies for a Holloween Party, and they're a big hit. The girls dance with them and a few girls even volunteer to change their diapers. In addition, they just about sweep the prizes for best costumes.
WET ENCOUNTERS
This 22 page book contains 10 wonderful stories about meeting guys in hotels, bars, or even hitchiking all over Canada. They all have one thing in common. They enjoy drinking beer and the resulting wet pants, putting each other in diapers, and hot sex. The best part is that the stories are true.
HOLLISTER CARROLL TAYLOR
Two beautiful teenage boys get a job raking leaves when one of them accidentally poops in his pants. Soon they discover that they both wear diapers, and one of them (Lynn) is treated like a baby at home. Lynn takes Holly home and they climb into his crib. Grabbing at each other's diapers, they suddenly find themselves overwhelmed by erotic feelings.
PHILLIP'S FOLLIES
Phillip is 13 but still wets his bed. He and his friends go out to swim in the local pond when one of the boy's little brother, 10 year old Ricky, arrives on the scene and accidentally gets pissed on. Phillip comes to Ricky's rescue and soon finds out that Ricky also wets the bed. When Ricky says he wants to 'touch' Phillip's cock, Phillip flips out. He's found the younger brother he always wanted.
THAT'S WHAT DADDIES ARE FOR
Donny is surprised when the 23 year old 'trucker's helper' who had helped him move in the morning shows up at his door that same afternoon. He's even more surprised to discover that the 'kid' has a little wet spot on his pants. Tentatively he offers him a baby bottle, then a bib, and finally a di-de with baby pants. As the guy slowly accepts the offers, Donny realizes he has found himself a new 'little boy'.
JUDY'S BIG BABY
Bill is mortified when he has to tell his wife-to-be that he wets the bed. He is totally surprised when she forces him to call her 'Mama' as she brings him to a glorious climax. Afterwards she diapers him and feeds him three bottles, and gives him the encouragement he needs to 'wet his diaper'. By morning his diaper is thoroughly soaked, and Judy is proud that her 'baby training' is off to a great start.
TWINS
Two twin boys are kept in diapers until they graduate from High School. Even at the age of 12 or 13 they are kept in baby harnesses, treated like toddlers, and enrolled in special schools. Because they are so well behaved, however, their parent's friends and aquaintances want to try the same thing with their children.
(IMPORTANT DISCLAIMER)
DPF does NOT support, condone or approve, in
any way whatsoever, the actual involvement of children in any
activities related to Infantilism. We assume that all articles,
stories, letters or fantasies that we publish are for adult entertainment
ONLY.
